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Mar 24, 2007
@3:00 AM

By far, this is the hardest, most tedious way of editing my blog. Hmm...let me recall... i started editing this bloody blog at 3pm today. And i end editing it at 1am.
Why? you might ask?
1. searching for the perfect blogskin
2. find it like 30 mins later
3. i was in the middle of editing the templates in my blog.....when....without even saving my work or saving the code of my previous searched skins....MY COMPUTER SHUT OFF
4. so, i tried to restart my com and do all that from scratch but i save it this time round
5. finished editing the skin a bit, so i went on to do my pic slides
6. usually i did it using rockyou, so halfway into customizing my slides, my com start to lag and shut off AGAIN without warning! with all my work not saved and all went to the drain!
7. deciding still not to give in, i re-entered rockyou. BUT cannot access cos singtel says its not accessible due to adult content and my broadband thingy won't allow it. FUCK YOU laaa.
8. then i had to sign up to slide.com to do my slide instead.
9. search for songs at imeem at post it at my blog. But i don't know wth's wrong with it can't be played automatically. Have to double click on it then can play.

And my back aches so much right now.......
Arhhh!! how i crave macroni and cheese right now....

Fault of the day:

Didn't contact my boyfriend.
Didn't even realize he had his motocycle pract test today.
Even worst not realizing that he actually told me he had pract test on that day.
I didn't sound remotely happy or excited when he announced that he passed his test.
And gave him a monotonous "congrats" while still, consumed with doing my own stuff.
I didn't listen half the time he talked to me on the phone.
When he says he can't talk long, I sounded almost happy and chirpy that I had to hung up the phone.
I didn't even ask how was his day.
Am i the worst girlfriend?
Haiz...so sorry..but sorry is just a word. It probably won't be enough.

~lydia~


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lydia
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